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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Thinking of you often and of ways to make you happy Quote of the day: "I don't want to be alone, I want to be left alone." - Audrey Hepburn What do you do when you don't know what to do any longer?? Life is sad. It tricks you into believing everything is fine or that things will be fine through the use of non-real scenario's (well obviously they are real because they are happening to you.. bu you get what im trying to say.) that totally and completely without a doubt play some sort of weird reverse psychology on your brain and leave you not the way you should be. Dont know what im talking about? Yeah, me neither. I mean, maybe i do but i just dont care anymore so i might as well just not know what im talking about. Still dont have a clue? Ditto. Why cant everything just be fine? Like, actually fine. Not just pretend, fake smiles type of fine. Like really really really fine. Fake smiles are like fake tan. They are believable to an extent. Afterwards they fade, and the facade is over. The you are just your old white pasty self all over again. People say everything happens for a reason. Tree's grow so we can breathe, babies are made to populate the earth etc. But what happens when you cant find a logical reason (or any reason whatsoever for that matter) for certain events that seem to turn your life upside down? Was there a reason for that? If so.. please let me know asap. I got sent this thing on facebook the other day, it was some video about how god loves everyone and god exists and all that blahblah fuckhead information. If god existed why does he allow things like this to happen? Like i get it, adam and eve ate from the forbidden tree (apparently) but like, seriously. That was just over A LONG FUCKING TIME AGO! can god get ove3r it and move on and like start doing things such as stopping wars and keeping people alive? Fuck god. He doesnt do shit. Stanley Lindquist once said- “ God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them." Well boys and girls, Stanley Lindquist is a dumbass lying motherfucker. Anyways there is my depressing post. Incase you havent noticed, I am not the most happiest person in the world at the moment. One day ill stab myself in the face and it will hurt but maybe ill just laugh because ill find it funny. I dunno. However even through my blackhole, i just wanna say i love you luka. Thanks for making me smile :) your the only one i didnt fake it with today. And i hope you enjoyed your chocolate sundae. Thursday, October 15, 2009
Who said romance was dead?  Quote of the day: "So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday" - Noah; The Notebook Tummy fluterring. None stop smiling. Forever and ever babes Ever had one of those days where you spent so long in bed with the person who you want most in the world that you literally forgot what time it was? Ever had one of those moments when the person who you want most says ily and you smile so wide you feel if you dont stop your face is going to split in half from the tension built up from your intense smile? When those words come out of their mouth and all you wanna do is kiss them forever and ever and ever? Be with them forever and ever? When those words come out of their mouth, all the shit things that happened in the past seem like they were never there? yeah, you could say today was an especially good day. ciao babies xx Tuesday, October 13, 2009
happy days and dumplings       Quote of the day: "I love you more than penises!!!" - Little Britain USA YEARLIES ARE OVER MOTHERFUCKERS!( although this statement if a little bit late being delivered, i still felt the need to inform you all anyways :D ) and holidays are here! And yes, these holidays have been extremely eventful to say the least. So might as well update you. PARTIES- yes i have been described these holidays as a party animal! Tash's and Sam's 17th on Oct.3 was intense. Went off like a motherfucker, so much that the cops decided they wanted to join! ahhwelll theres always someone who wants to be a party pooooper! The following weekend was Christina's and Jan's 17th at Christinas house. Had a slow start but once it started happening, it REALLY HAPPENED! Went off as well. Too bad had to leave early coz dragan and his license grrr but still got home pretty late. FUCKEN P PLATE LAWS! anyways both parties wentt off liek no 2moro. met people who are now my official partying homies, including my bestfriend shinta <3 style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-size:180%;" > CAREER PATH- MAKE UP ARTIST!!!!!! DEVASTATING HOLIDAY MOMENT- when i came to realisation that my favourite natural nailpolish colour: Pink Silhouette by AVON has taken in so much air that when applied it has gone bubbly like no 2moro. OMG i almost cried! whateverr, jasmina (my supplier) will get me a new one so crisis averted. But until then, must resort to using cheaper and uglier *but similar* colour by some brand from an asian shop... VERY LOW QUALITY might i add.. *sigh HIGHLIGHT OF THE HOLIDAYS- Today, spending the whole entire day with the significant other. Had the best time in a longggg time. Forgot how fun it used to be spending time with eachother because we havent done it in a while. Always busy or fighting or whatever. Havent laughed so much in ages. In love :)\ anyways gunna go try my new stuff i bought woohoo :D ciao babies xx |
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