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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Thinking of you often and of ways to make you happy Quote of the day: "I don't want to be alone, I want to be left alone." - Audrey Hepburn What do you do when you don't know what to do any longer?? Life is sad. It tricks you into believing everything is fine or that things will be fine through the use of non-real scenario's (well obviously they are real because they are happening to you.. bu you get what im trying to say.) that totally and completely without a doubt play some sort of weird reverse psychology on your brain and leave you not the way you should be. Dont know what im talking about? Yeah, me neither. I mean, maybe i do but i just dont care anymore so i might as well just not know what im talking about. Still dont have a clue? Ditto. Why cant everything just be fine? Like, actually fine. Not just pretend, fake smiles type of fine. Like really really really fine. Fake smiles are like fake tan. They are believable to an extent. Afterwards they fade, and the facade is over. The you are just your old white pasty self all over again. People say everything happens for a reason. Tree's grow so we can breathe, babies are made to populate the earth etc. But what happens when you cant find a logical reason (or any reason whatsoever for that matter) for certain events that seem to turn your life upside down? Was there a reason for that? If so.. please let me know asap. I got sent this thing on facebook the other day, it was some video about how god loves everyone and god exists and all that blahblah fuckhead information. If god existed why does he allow things like this to happen? Like i get it, adam and eve ate from the forbidden tree (apparently) but like, seriously. That was just over A LONG FUCKING TIME AGO! can god get ove3r it and move on and like start doing things such as stopping wars and keeping people alive? Fuck god. He doesnt do shit. Stanley Lindquist once said- “ God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them." Well boys and girls, Stanley Lindquist is a dumbass lying motherfucker. Anyways there is my depressing post. Incase you havent noticed, I am not the most happiest person in the world at the moment. One day ill stab myself in the face and it will hurt but maybe ill just laugh because ill find it funny. I dunno. However even through my blackhole, i just wanna say i love you luka. Thanks for making me smile :) your the only one i didnt fake it with today. And i hope you enjoyed your chocolate sundae. |
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