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Placebo Is My Life


You will find that this blog is stupid. Its stupid rants and raves about stupid topics based upon the stupid incoherent lives of stupid incompetent human beings. Occasionally (and hopefully this turns to be true) you will read my blog and feel something intense.. because occasionally i will write something pretty intense. Emphasis on occasionally.
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Saturday, February 27, 2010
PLACEBO SERIES- Post 1


Quote of the Day: "We live in a strange bubble"
- Brian Molko

Ive decided that this will be the first in my series of Placebo-blogs. I really want to show my love..
I think i am a talentless muso. No wait, not talentless.. i have talent,, just not enough to become a proper muso myself. My talent is in other areas, music is just a small percentage. Oh well, i can play Mary had a little lamb on more than one instrument so that must amount to something yeah?

i was lying in my room just a few hours ago, permeating my soul with the words of Placebo circa Sleeping With Ghosts, Without You I'm Nothing and Once More with Feeling. I love Placebo because I seriously think that like deep down my life is explained via every single one of those songs. Their concert last week was unbelievable. I was having placebogasm after placebogasm.. for real. As Special K came on, I got thinking about my day so far..

"More than just a white motif, more chaotic, no relief
I'll describe the way I feel Weeping wounds that never heal"

Whats happened to me? Seriously, what has happened to my young little life? I have just been stood up by the significant other (who, mind you, is becoming more and more insignificant as the days pass) whom i havent seen in almost 3 weeks.. but we remade plans for this afternoon.. although i am having a hard time thinking of things to do on a sunday night. We shall see what happens. It should be interesting as neither of us are very creative beings. Mums calling me to dye her hair. The fact that she has zero wrinkles compared to my aged face (at just 17!) bewilders me. It must be her asian-ness. My mum is beautiful, but really she kills my life.

"Just like I swallowed half my stash, I never ever want to crash No hesitation, no delay"

I hate cleaning the bathroom. Its totally disgusting. I mean, its not like I'm the person pissing on the floor around the toilet during my midnight half-asleep bathroom break, is it? So gross, so completely gross. What the fuck is this 'Exploring Ireland' bullshit on TV right now? Don't they have anything good on anymore? This shit is retarded. I am so glad my hair did not turn green last night! I finally got the courage to dye it from the box. It looks pretty good. The orange is less orange, but its a little uneven on the bottom because I did it myself and I guess i missed a spot... next time I'll buy 3 boxes instead of 2 so that i have enough product. My hair still smells like hair dye. I absolutely love that smell. I wish i could buy a shampoo that smelt like freshly dyed hair, not that weird coconuts and orchids bullshit that for some reason is the scent in every single brand of shampoo and conditioner on the market.

"I fall down... hit the ground, make a heavy sound Every time you seem to come around"

Fucking significant other canceled tonight. What a piece of shit. He said we'll do something this week so maybe its ok. Maybe i can continue doing my PDHPE study notes that I was doing before. I am seriously becoming a complete nerd. I have written over 20 pages of study notes for just one topic. In a way though it felt kind of good. I know, what the fuck am i saying? Maybe being Linda's bestfriend is finally taking effect on my studies. Her ways are rubbing off on me. How fucking gross. I hate being smart LOL.. no.. i dont... i just hate working on my smartness. I dont even need my smartness fr my career path. I cant believe i only have 12 years to go until ill be in London as a makeup artist :D:D its so soon, for real.

"No escaping gravity No escaping gravity No escaping gravity No escaping gravity"

I have to pee. I have to pee really bad. This morning i thought i peed the bed, but thank the fucking heavens it was just a dream. I would have killed myself. Literally. I cant wait until winter. I love winter. I love being able to wear my jumper at school without every single person questioning my actions because the cold gives me a reason to wear it (as if it looking good is not reason enough). I hope one day i meet Brian Molko. He is seriously the love of my life. It totally doesnt even matter if he is gay. I will totally transgender for him. Maybe I'll marry an equivalent of him.. but there is only ONE Brian Molko. I need to do my nails. They are sooo completely chipped. Cant wait to wear my new StudioFix fluid. I went up a shade :D from NW25 to NW30.. woooooh soundwave did my colour good. I miss moshing. I need it. Next year i hope the lineup is good. The mosh is my home.
THANKYOU
for making my day less ugly