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Bottled BlondePlacebo Is My Life You will find that this blog is stupid. Its stupid rants and raves about stupid topics based upon the stupid incoherent lives of stupid incompetent human beings. Occasionally (and hopefully this turns to be true) you will read my blog and feel something intense.. because occasionally i will write something pretty intense. Emphasis on occasionally. — SAYSOMETHING
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Saturday, March 27, 2010
Burning your wrists   SAVVY Lipliner- Ruby Red   BAYO lip balm- Chocovanilla Miss Popularity   TOP- Maybelline BOTTOM- M.A.C L2R- red revival, plum perfect, dark side, snob, morange   Australis Nail Colour Blue Tiger Sweet Pea   M.A.C Brule Eye Shadow   Neon Palette by BYS Neon Palette by BYS  Quote of the day: "I'm not offended by all the dumb blonde jokes because I know I'm not dumb... and I also know that I'm not blonde." - Dolly Parton hey guyth! SO I FINALLY DID MY REGROWTH! my hair is also alot lighter (as you can see in the foto) . It didnt cost as much as i thought as i didnt need to put in highlights like i thought i needed to. Anyways thats my hair update. I also want to do a haul/review on some of the products ive gotten in recent weeks and even days, as well as some of the products i already have. Dunno where this post is going but we shall see. MAKEUP IN THE FOTO-
LIP PRODUCTS Snob by M.A.C (Satin)- This lipstick is supposed to be a satin, however, the result when put on ur lips is like a mixture of a satin m.a.c lipstick and a matte m.a.c lipstick because although its a satin finish, the texture of the lipstick once on your lips is exactly like a matte lipstick. Its very umm flakey and can even make your lips look a little dry. I do however love love LOVE the colour. Snob is by far my favourite pink pastel m.a.c lipstick. I just wish the finishing texture was as nice because i was slightly dissapointed. I do however recommend the Amplified range by m.a.c. Any colours from the Amplified range is shiny and smooth on your lips, dont dry out and although they are a slightly sheer (VERY VERY VERY SLIGHTLY), the colour buildup is amazing and you get an opaque colour by the second coat. MORANGE is my favourite Amplified (if your looking for a summer colour and DARK SIDE is definitely an Autumn/Winter must have. However, if you want lighter burgundy colour, i would definitely go for DUBONNET as its a red-dier, lighter version of DARK SIDE. Maybelline Coloursensational Range- I recently bought 2 lipsticks from the new Maybelline Coloursensational line. I must say, they are very very very good quality lipsticks. I think that they are definitely almost the same quality as M.A.C, but more than half the price of a m.a.c lipstick! The coloursensational range comes in 4 catagories; reds,pinks,nudes and plums (purples?) and each range has a variety of colours from block opaques to sheers and frosts (although they are not names either Frosts, Mattes etc like high end brands such as M.A.C are; you have to use a tester and try them out to see, although i dont mind). The two colours i purchased are RED REVIVAL and PLUM PERFECT. These two colours are absolutely amazing! They are autumn/winter colours, so i wouldn't recommend using them in the summer months. PLUM PERFECT is almost a duplicate of m.a.c's DUBONNET although for some reason, i like PLUM PERFECT alot better. These lipsticks are only 15$ as well, compared to m.a.c lipsticks which are 36$. The packaging is very cheap-looking, however, that's not as important as the product itself which is totally fantastic! i am definitely buying more of this product. BAYO Lip Balm- Just a few days ago a found a new Bayo lip balm that i have had since my trip back from the Philippines. This lip balm is absolutely amazing. My favourite scent was chocovanilla. The balm itself looks black but goes on your lips clear. It is a must have and is great on any lip type (especially dry lips! this is amazing as it moisturizes lips the second it comes into contact with them!) and the little metal tin it comes in is so cute! It was also incredibly affordable, only 50P (Filipino pesos) but the downside is there is no Bayo store in Australia that i know of, but i guess you can probably get it on ebay or something... SAVVY Lipliner Pencil in Ruby Red- This is a really great and cheap product. It is definitely comparable to higher end supermarket brands (as SAVVY is a branch of 'Designer Brands' brand which is a cheapy brand lol) such as Loreal and Max Factor. Its a very school pencil but the colour isnt the greatest until you blunt the pencil a little.. so dont be dissapointed if you buy it and use it straight away while its totally sharp and no colour comes off the pencil ok :) AND it was only 4.95$ NAIL PRODUCTS Australis Nail Colour- On the same day that i purchased my Maybelline lipsticks, I also bought 2 nail polishes from Australis. They were very cheap, only 4.95$ and the colours were lovely, very summery but can be pulled off in autumn as well. The bottles say "BEST FORMULA EVER- an intense colour with a high shine. Streak free." Now of the two colours, only one of them (Sweet Pea) was shiny, but was very streaky even when 2 coats were applied. The second colour (Blue Tiger) however was not streaky at all, even with just one coat but it dried matte. So yeah, i duno how the rest of the colour are going to be because as far as i know and from my experience with the nail polish, each bottle has a different application effect and finish so i guess it is very unpredictable. They are very good quality for money but you definitely get what you pay for. The polish chipped within one day of not even heavy duty hand work (i was just walking in the city shopping). So i guess, if you like touching up your polish after a few hours then this is the product for you. I, however, am undecided as to whether i should purchase this again or pay the money for a good quality product that i know will be chip resistant and predictable. EYE PRODUCTS M.A.C Brule Shadow (Satin)- Regardless of the brand, this is by far my favourite shadow to date. It is definitely a staple colour. Theres not much to say about it. It is pricey as it is m.a.c but you get your moneys worth for sure. I have a very high opinion of every m.a.c shadow regardless of whether it is a satin, matte etc as i know i am getting a good quality product. Their shadows are definitely my favourite m.a.c product to buy. Benefit Miss Popularity- I love myself a good highlight, and i am not very picky when it comes to highlights, but this product was definitely a disappointment. The packaging is lovely, and once you blend the actual product (which comes out as a powder) the finishing effect is to die for, but its just not the greatest or most convenient product to be carrying on the go, or even for a quick fix at home. The applicator itself is a hard cotton-like tip (reminds me of either the sponge tip that comes with lipgloss or one of those cotton bud things you use for cleaning your ears). This makes it very messy to use, as glitter and white powder goes everywhwere if you arent being slow and careful. The actual product reminds me of those loose glitters than come in little pots made for little girls cosmetic kits.For the product to look good it also needs plenty of blending into you skin, which can be a bit of a hassle when ur in a rush. However, if you are slow and careful, and do have the time to blend in the highlight then im sure Miss Popularity will be perfect to you. BYS Neon Shadow 5 Palette- I really love this palette. I bought it in Gloss for only 6.95. Its very cheap and i think you can even get this at Golo and the Reject Shop or even Kmart. The colours have a very good colour payoff although some of them you need to buildup sufficiently. You do get what you pay for (i think this is my new favourite saying). The palette is also small and very convenient for bags and clutches just incase you want a quick touch up on the go. Neons arent reall big for Autumn/Winter however it is definitely good to have a neon palette in your makeup collection as you never know when you might be going to a FLURO PARTY! FACE PRODUCTS CHICHI Bronze me up Medium Bronzer- I ADORE this bronzer! it is by far my favourite department store/supermarket brand bronzer out of every single one i have tried and tested! its matte and not too orange (definitely BROWN) and no glitter in sight! the compact is HUGE which means it will last forever, and it comes with a cute round mirror inside the compact. I love this product and will definitely buy it again and again and again. I use it for contouring (it is GREAT for contouring, just make sure you tap excess product off your brush and star with less product not more as you can easily build up the colour), as a cheek blusher and to add a little glow to my skin. I LOVE THIS PRODUCT! cant remember how much it was but it was definitely inexpensive! Tuesday, March 23, 2010
TOP 10 PLACEBO SONGS OF ALL TIME
http://www.youtube.com/user/officialplacebo?blend=1&ob=4#p/a - Placebo's official youtube http://www.angelfire.com/ne2/placebo/quotes.html - Placebo quotes and band member quotes Placebo Series- Post 10      Quote of the Day: "Never thought I'd get any higher. Never thought you'd fuck with my brain Never thought all this could expire. Never thought you'd go break the chain" - Placebo ;; My Sweet Prince Its finally come to an end. I guess its kind of sad that i must ow veer away from most things placebo, but since i am totally and utterly obsessed, im sure i will find a way to squeeze them into my posts every so often. I do however feel that it is time to discontinue series one as i dont want to bore you. I dont want you to lose interest. What i do want is for you to take interest in my series' (however many they may be in the future) and find your own love for one of the greatest bands of all time. I can honestly say that without a doubt Placebo were the only loyal consistant thing my life, and i am eternally grateful as i am sure they will continue to be there for me via their words of wisdom (executed through song) for many more years to come and possibly for the rest of my years. I know this sounds a little dramatic but in all seriousness, Placebo has pulled me through some pretty intense times as well as enjoyed with me the moments of happiness that i have had in my life. Placebo in honestly my one true love. I think if i was ever given the privilege and honour of meeting Placebo, firstly i would pass out, cry, and be completely speechless but also be so filled with love, admiration and appreciation for their music that i would just praise them to the high heavens (that is, if there is a heaven to praise them highly to). Brian, i love you with all my heart and soul. I would literally die for you. I know this sounds like comepletely and totally not necessary and obsessive like no fucking 2moro but seriously guys, this is not a drill. Thankyou Brian for being born, thank you for not killing yourself over gay criticism and the lack of acceptance from society.. you are truly a god, a genius and i fucking love you. Your words inspire me to live, to breathe, to be an entirely different person from what i am. Your lyrics, no matter what the message behind them bring me joy and peace and especially, your words bring me my sanity. Stefan, thankyou thankyou thankyou for being so intensely awesome that i literally become speechless. That silver suit you wore, uh-mazing and totally to die for on a whole nuther level like fuh realz. Your eye for beautiful things makes me love you even more. Steve, what can i say except that you are fucking gorgeous. Thankyou for joining Placebo, thankyou for being beautiful. Some final words of wisdom to you all from the greatest poets of all time, "My sexuality is very fluid but it's very real. I have had confusing and contradicting emotions since I have awakened sexually, and it's something that I have come to terns with and that I have manage to live with in a very positive way. I have never been a homophobic person and one of the reasons I stopped going to church, because my mother used to take me to church a lot, was because of the church's attitude to homosexuality." "You need to be told to shut up, that your full of shit. After seven years of living in a bubble you wind up spiritually, physically and emotionally spent. We were conscious of the fact that to write anything decent again we had to reacquaint ourselves with everyday human contact - take the tube, go to the supermarket. It was as if the choice to take a break was already made for us." - Brian "You wanna go up on-stage and create some kind of distance between you and the audience, so the audience can look up on something which is different, and feels kind of... removed. I don't think we were ever into the idea of walking on stage in t-shirts and jeans, like we just walked off the streets, and picked up a guitar..." - Steve and as for Stefan, "Well you'll just have to wait and see now. " I hope you have enjoyed my series dedicated to my favourite band in the entire world. I promise there will be more. Thank you, thankyou and goodnight. Sunday, March 21, 2010
Placebo Series- Post 9    Quote of the Day: "The more you'll dress up the more fun you'll have." - Brian Molko ok so im on the hunt for a car! As i am getting my P's in like 2 months i feel like my search should begin now and i think that tonight i have found the one. Hopefully my sister approves and gives me the money and the ex significant other gives the car the all clear! if all goes well i should have the car in a couple of weeks fingers fucking crossed! If i was Brian 9or married to Brian) i so would not be having this problem right now! Oh well, i guess its all part of life. I've decided to embark on a get skinny FUCKING NOW program. Im on a green tea detox and am going to run every morning :) So far it feels ok, but its only been like one day.. still a million more to go. I want to be tiny, itsy bitsy teeny weenie yellow polka dot biki- sorry got abit off track. My goal is a 25kg loss.. or even 30kg. coz i swear you guys these days im fucking obese like this is not a drill. And its like im turning 18 very very very soon and its a scientific fact that clubs dont like fat chicks so therefore fatchicks dont club. Thats why fatchx are all like "clubbings not all it seems" blah blah blah when really it is but they dont get to see tht coz theyre so fat and if i dont lose this weight that ive been lugging around then im gunna joiun the likes of them on a fruiday and saturday night at like, SMITHFIELD RSL. what a nightmare that would be. And anyways, my fatness might get in the way of my intense love making to Brian (who isa sexy motherfucking ano stick man) and we wouldnt want a crushed star now would we? Just a short post today guys :D but i shall leave you with a list of 5 songs to download - PLACEBO SONGS OF COURSE!- however this is not my way of saying that these songs are in the top 10 playlist of all time the best forever Placebo Songs.. you should just download them coz theyre fucking good :D
D I S C L A I M E R.. OR LIKE, A T T E N T I O N TO ALL YOU FUCKING RETURDS OUT THERE WHO ARE ILLITERATE AND DID NOT LEARN HOW TO SOUND OUT THEIR WORDS IN KINDERGARTEN, PLACEBO IS PRONOUNCED PLAH-SEE-BONOT PLACE-BO OK MOTHERFUCKERS! (david bui!!!.. and others) Friday, March 19, 2010
Placebo Series- Post 8  Quote of the Day: "If you thought we were huggable, then we'll kick your ass." - Stefan Olsdal What a day. Fuh realz. FINALLY my music thing got done without drama. Actually, i did forget the lyrics to my second piece (which just so happened to be my elective 1 piece) so that probably counts as drama, if not epic fail! But i guess all in all i did okay. I changed my core piece coz of the bad vibes form yesterday and the results of my decision were definitely good (i got 17/20) and although elective piece was a total downer, i do get to redo it at my trials and if my mark is hektik, then it replaces todays shitty mark. That doesnt however change my feelings towards the head teacher, i still loathe the motherbitch. Fuck man i mean, what a hectic (as in busy like a motherfucker) couple of weeks. Infra-red is currently blasting in my ears via my earphones due to the fact that my itunes is wiped (thanks to fucken cabra computer "expert" fixing guy). I seriously love this song. The melody is so uplifting and happy but the words are so .. revenge-full. I totally love it. Like seriously one day all the people on this earth that have tried to fuck up my day,week and life in general will be punched in the face by either KARMA or myself. Either one will be fine. I mean im not preaching bullshit about me being a saint and shit, but at least im expecting the karma coming my way. The thing is with these people, i dont think that they expect shit ya know? I mean seriously, it completely shits me when these people who commit such.. i wouldnt call them sins but like they are such fagfuckfaces to others.... anyways dunno where im going with this sentence but yeah i dont like those types of people who are slack motherfuckers to people who dont deserve it and then think that they are fucking Mother Theresa. Im so thankful for the people in my life who are the complete opposite of the people that i hate. Kevin i totally love you to the max. Thanks for always making me priority (music wise) and like being my biatch 24/7 :D One day god, or Buddha, or maybe all of them will repay you. And if not, ill just take you out for some Pho okay coz like seriously you deserve it. You are definitely in my top 4 asians that i love to the max. And to add to ur niceness, you're a total fucking sexy guitar god. I’m coming up on infra-red, there is no running that can hide you cause I can see in the dark I’m coming up on infra-red, forget your running, I will find you Actually, i would like to sincerely thank all of you fucking hoes who have made me angry, upset, pissed off, or have given me the shits. Because of you guys, not only have i become a better person when it comes to restraining myself from punching you the fuck out, but you have helped me on my way to becoming a psychotic serial killer due to the fact that all these repressed angry feelings that i have (thanks to you all) will build up and one day explode and this explosion will involve the slitting of many innocent and not so innocent peoples throats. So thank you for contributing to the beginning of the end of the human race as we know it. Brian once said "We're damn tenacious. We just won't let them not love us. They really have no choice." I think that maybe thats how i was, but now as i grow older, i dont really care how people perceieve me. Just as long as the people i love feel the same about me, i hink I'll get on okay in life. I mean, its always really lovely if you have poeple who love you and shit, but if they arent the ones that matter, then why let any negative feelings that they have get to you? I think however, that what Brian meant by his statement is just that hes so goddamn lovable that you cant help it. You are just compelled to feel these intense feelings of adoration, admiration and deep deep love for him... or maybe thats just me. anyways i would realy like to thank my bffl DANZO!- http://jpndoosh.blogspot.com (read it, its fucking brilliant)- for making my day today at lunch while we were waiting at lunch for linda- http://marrfucker.blogspot.com (read it, i swear total brilliance)-. I dont know what it is with that gorgeous guy but everytime he says something its really really fucking hilarious. Danny: Shes a BFG Me: A Big FUCKING GIANT? Danny: No a big FRIENDLY giant! Me: Oh. AHAHHAHAHAHHHAHA Danny: She has big hands... 2 MORE POSTS UNTIL END OF PLACEBO SERIES 1! Thursday, March 18, 2010
Placebo Series- Post 7  Quote of the Day: "Yeah, because the system is inherently fucked, so you have to keep fucking it, You can't get complacent." - Steve Hewitt I hate head teachers. No actually, thats a lie. I hate just one particular head teacher. My music head teacher to be exact. The thing is, hes a dickfuckfagfacepeniscockhead. He's a liar, hes self absorbed and hes veryveryvery RUDE. As well as this, he really knows how to fuck up a students performance right in the middle of their prac. examination and totally was the reason fo rmy intense sobbing nasty hyperventilating messy breakdown that i had infront of Mr. Ellis (deputy). How embarrasing. How fucking embarrassing. But its ok, 2moro is a new day. 2moro i will be fresh and ready and not take any of his bullshit because i am a king and no motherbitch brings me down. Like, no joke today was such a "For What It's Worth" kind of day. No one cares when you're out on the street Picking up the pieces to make ends meet No one cares when you're down in the gutter Got no friends got no lover i dont think that part of the song was the best extract to use to describe my day, although the message is still there. However, that is my favourite part of the song :D youtube it for the rest of the song. i may post up the video for the song at a later date though.. probably will. 3 MORE POSTS UNTIL THE END OF PLACEBO SERIES 1!p.s/ i would just like to note that i do realise that the pictures i am posting of placebo are including steve forrest (current drummer) and steve hewitt (previous drummer). OK? Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Placebo Series- Post 6  Quote of the Day: "Placebo is music for outsiders, by outsiders and our gigs are like conventions of outcasts, which is cool" - Brian Molko Ive just eaten the most delectable plum that i have ever eaten. The skin is pretty much the same colour as Brians lipstick in the Placebo picture from Post 5. How delicious. Anyways, Ive been M.I.A for a little (or maybe alot) over a week due to my computer dying on me like a total bitch. I mean seriously does it think of anyone else but itself? So like anyways, we got it fixed on Monday and this is the first time ive actually used it since we got it back on Monday. Turns out every single one of my files, music, pictures.. EVERYTHING that is mine on this computer is gone. Everyone else's folders with all of their files are still on there but mine are not. I am so fricken pissed like this is not a drill. I am fucking angry. Anyways so im totally sue-ing the motherbitch if i cant get my files back coz seriously. And just a fashion update: PALE OPAQUE NAILS ARE A MUST FOR AUTUMN/WINTER 2010 So like , half yearly music perf. assessment is 2moro and like i am freaking out. Not really but kind of because today while practicing i totally hit nasty window-shattering, cat screeching notes. NOT GOOD. Hopefully things will go swell 2moro or i swear i will kill the next person that crosses my path. I mean, if i was as good a performer as Brian, then we wouldnt be having that problem now would we? I wish i was born with the same amount of talent (or even half the amount) of Brian. He's so amazing. And another thing, I AM FINALLY DOING MY HAIR AT MY HAIRDRESSER! Going to that Mink Hair Spa was such a mistake, i love Platinum for life. But let it be known, this is my last time getting Blonde-ed .. after this, I AM OFFICIALLY GOING BACK TO DARK DARK DARK BROWN. I know, but still. I think its time. If i dont like it, ill just dye it back. Simple as that. But being dark will bring me a step closer to Brian, coz then we will have the same hair colour. Although i am not sure if he prefers blondes or brunettes (havent decided yet since my last post). Ahh well when i redo my blonde ill post up juxtaposed pictures of myself with dark hair and blonde hair and you be the judge. However, i would like to add that part of my decision to maybe go back to brunette is because blonde is so summery. Dark locks are so AUTUMN/WINTER 2010 fuh realz. p.s/ im thinking of doing a makeup post on a Brian Molko look (most likely the picture from post 5) pp.s/ conversation between me and my brother while im googling Brian piks: Me: Omg Brians so hot Jeremy: Uh, Im so hot. Thats why my hair dries so quick BAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA :D Saturday, March 13, 2010
Placebo Series- Post 5  Quote of the day: "If Placebo was a drug, they would no doubt be pure heroin - dangerous, mysterious and totally addictive. " - Brian Molko I am so contemplating going back to dark hair. It is way too expensive to keep up with being a good nice not ugly shade of blonde, also blonde is for summer and brunette is for winter, i was a brunette when i first met the (ex)significant other (i was also skinnier but lets save that for another post) and i didnt have to wear that much makeup in order to look good whereas when you're blonde, 5m of makeup is necessary so that you dont look paled out and like you are the epitome of death. But we shall see. I mean, its not like im going to be onde forever, so maybe i should just cherish these moments that i am blonde and prolongue my blonde ds for as long as possible (while i can still pull it off) instead of becoming a bleached oldie when im 50+ because i didnt live enough of my teen years as a blonde. But going back to a darker shade is still somethng to think about, because its not like Brian Molko was ever blonde.. although Grasshopper was and they may or may not have had an unknown gayboy fling due to the fact that they are bandmates and they are both total sex gods (Brian more so than Grasshopper). I also want toive a little shout out to my friend Dragan (pronounced Drar-garhn)as he is so totally injured and im uch a nice person. *ANGEL* And although he is always mean to me i have not given up being nice to him because i know one day he migh actually act like the NICE PERSON he is meant to be. Because deep deep deep deep deep (or maybe not as deep as that) down he knows he loves me forever. Which reminds me of the cover Placebo did of Kate Bush's song "Runnig up That Hill" for an episode (or possibly episodes) of One Tree Hill. Before you start vomiting in ur mouth I AM NOT A ONE TREE HILL FAN! i knew they did a over and i found out via gaybo OTH fans/friends of mine that Placebo's version was played on an episode (or episodes). Oh btw im not saying that my shoutout to Dragan and my relationship with Dragan reminds me of Running Up That Hill. Its just that when i was typing, something in my brain clicked and Running Up That Hill lit up in my mind like a cigarette in a blackout. Ok so hees the deal, although i totally love Placebo and their version of Running Up That Hill (which btw is soo much more better and emotional and tdf that Kate Bush's disco fever nasty original version) i am sososososo sick of people recognising Placebo by that song alone. I mean its not even an original song! But i guess its mostly OTH retard die-hards that make this mistake. However i would just like to point out that Placebo is SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT SONG! .. My Placebo playlist is coming up soon.. still not sure of how many "Placebo series" posts i will do before the playlist is posted.. howver that doesnt even matter. Nothing else matters. BUT PLACEBO Thursday, March 4, 2010
PLACEBO SERIES- Post 4  Quote of the Day: "I guess the line between being paranoid and being a rock star is smaller than one would expect." - Brian Molko Today i was sitting at lunch eating my awesome salad with my bffl's and DANZO! was like to me '"Hey so what Placebo song fits into this moment of youre life?"I love my bestfriends so much. So ill just leave you with the lyrics of pure morning.. and maybe they will help you figure out why i love them.. DIG DEEP THINK HARD A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend who's dressed in leather, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better , Our thoughts compressed, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in needs a friend indeed, My Japanese is better, And when she's pressed she will undress, And then she's boxing clever, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will never sever, Day's dawning, skins crawling Pure morning, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend who'll tease is better, Our thoughts compressed, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will never sever, Day's dawning, skins crawling Pure morning, A friend in needs a friend indeed, My Japanese is better, And when she's pressed she will undress, And then she's boxing clever, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend who's dressed in leather Thats all for now x Wednesday, March 3, 2010
PLACEBO SERIES- Post 3  Quote of the Day: "He's always got pissed and when's he's pissed he's a fucking asshole sometimes0... And I'm like, 'I will fucking kill you!'" - Steven Hewitt Ok, so i can finally say that there is no longer a significant other in my life. Yes, all things come to an end. And no i have not decided as of yet whether or not this was a good idea. But what i do know is that im fine with it. Im ok and im moving forward, day by day. Not that its hard to when you have totally awesome bffl's such as Natasha "DUMBASS" Lay, Linda Thi Hong Son and Danny "DANZO!" Truong. Bffl's that make you feel bad for eating a totally yummy salad whilst they are nibbling at a measly I mean its not my fault that i am a chef. Seriously this moment in my life can be totally explained via Brian Molko's voice and the artistic words of Placebo. To be specific, their song Special Needs... i love that song. "Just 19 and a suckers dream, I guess i thought you had the flavour. Just 19 and dream obscene, with 6 months off for bad behaviour"Like i mean, who in this world cannot relate those words with something fucked up in their life. I wore purple eyeliner today, got compliments but seriously who gives a fuck? LOLL.. i guess this is the new me :) Zero boyfriend, 3 bestfriends, Done with McDonalds (and the whole hospitality industry to be honest) and hopefully a future retail worker, if my trial on Saturday goes well. I am totally excited. Fuh realz. Some day ill earn millions of dollars just by breathing. That day will come soon. Fuck, that day will be so awesome. Brian Molko once said, "I always wanted to be a pop star. When I was much younger, taking a shit on the toilet, I used to imagine I was being interviewed. My parents thought I was a bit strange talking to myself as I was shitting."It sort of reminds me of my dream. 12 years from now Ill be in London as a freelance makeup artist and The senior makeup artist of MAC (or Illamasqua, whoever grabs me first :D) and people will be bowing down to me. When that moment comes, I'm sure my thoughts will take me back to when I was 16 (and 17)watching youtube clips and self-teaching myself... but not while im chucking a shit .. OBVIOUSLY Monday, March 1, 2010
PLACEBO SERIES- Post 2  Quote of the day: "I love collecting toys, the more absurd and silly the better...they're wasted on children I think." - Stefan Olsdal It's exactly 10pm. I'm sitting here (in my black leggings and a huge white Russel Sports jumper that i stole form the significant others house) drinking steaming Milo from a beautiful round white mug that my sister bought for me when she went to Paris.If only i could live in Paris.. or London. One of those two. Then my life would be fulfilled. I don't care if im a homeless bum living on the derelict streets. Just as long as im part of that whole European culture 9but not European as in Italian, blahblahblah etc all that crap.. JUST PARIS AND LONDON). This is another reason why i adore Brian Molko. Hes a Londoner who is fluent in french. How fucking sexy rape-me-all-on-the-floor is that?? Placebo's song - Protege Moi - is the epitome of Brian's sexiness. I think I listened to it at least 50 times today. Literally this is not a joke. I adore that song. I think it may be in my top10 Placebo songs of all time. Dunno what to rank it yet. Hopefully by the end of this series i will have a ranking list up... as a recommendation? I dunno.. I was supposed to write notes today, and finish option 2 of pd module but i didnt. Oh well, i was rejected again by the significant other today, so maybe ill catch up on note-making 2moro because i will no longer be going out to see him. Meds is so perfect for this moment in my life.
I think thats all for today. My mouth is starting to taste weird from my Milo. and i really should wash my makeup off. A new blemish found its home on my right cheek yesterday, and it is prolonging its stay for much more than I'd like.. |
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